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my nose hearts so much...ehhh
dunno why, there is already more then 3 weeks left and everything was fine with new pirc, but today it's start to bleeding..shit-shitttttt

everything become so...

-25 top tracks in ipod
-believing that i do what i need to do
-deceive myself just because i don't want life become much more complicated
-i'm fine

Oh God!

When ppl ask me why i have such nickmane i always tell long story about yaoi forum XDD
In reality full name in the start was Christian Nojman, but then it transformed to Chris.
Suddenly this forum die in 2007.
But now my "sister" tell me that one of administraters reborn it! with whole hisroty! God!
That means so much to me...

even when life become so much complicated i will stay just for ur smile
i live ur dream
and u live mine <3

day by day my life become crazy and crazy
and the only dream that i have now is to have a good sleep
but simply i haven't got enough time for it

still have a lot of things to do

sometimes 24 hours isn't enough

woke up at 7 am, then woke up at 8 am und understand that have less then 10 min or i will late to this fucking lecture.
So because of this i got really cute outlook today XDD
Best in this story is just one thing that now i sit at home and thinking what i supposed to write in esse that needed to be done by tomorrow
Subject that they gave me really "good" - Fashion and EMO.
I don't think that i'm EMO und i don't think that i'm fashion freak...sooo what the hell i will write there..gosh

I'm back from university in 11:30 am and i'm still thinking XDD i know that i will write it in 2 hours at night, but shit i want even for first time write something as normal students do!

uhu..ihaaaaa

photoshop and i this is things that never will be together! that's for sure!
i try to make logo for our new agency BUT layers don't want to be together XDD
i really useless person in desighn XDD SO ok i will wait 3 days and will get logo from our official desighner XDD

ololo!!

Если Крис сел вместо написания эссе за изучения фотошопа, то знайте это конец!! ХДД

umm...when u in love it's quit normal to be happy
i'm not in love, but yes i do have bf..just think that our "love" is not the normal word for our relationships XD but i don't care. At least i satisfied with this :3

BUT there is one stupid thing that annoing me a lot..every night start from month ago i think i have same dream (lacation everytime changed but this not the main point) in which i see same man..gosh T.T
that pissed me off
why he?

uchhh...

for 3 month i have gel nails
but today i decided that's enough, i'm tired that i can't change my piercing and do some simple work. And I can't type normally!
so i get them off
and now my fingers hurt so much T.T
i will never do acrilic or gel nails once more!!!

Have till end of my university time about 1,5 year. I think from this I will stop and will work for full day in the company where i work now.
But about month ago i think that m-be i need 2 years extra to finish magistracy?! I really don't want it before, cos for me was very hard for first years work in the company, study and work in our project.
But now i think that i need it.
At least here is just one problem, magistracy will be taken not in Russia, that' for sure now.
I just thinking is if OK for me to leave..cos i have feeling that if i leave now i will never come back

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Almost finished with press release. Just several artist need to get links for there pages and here we go!
I’m really exited! First of all because no matter what we done it! Secondly new agency will get its debut with really good promotion and artist. And in the end soon I will see my fav Japanese friends <3

Transformed reality

Kind of stupid thoughts but I want be a slimmer..more slimmer that i'm now..т.т
i know that ppl always said that i'm in good shape and have hot body
but fuck it! wanna be like i was 2 years ago, when i have problems with my health
so start from tomorrow i will go on a dite <3