My own private prison
I tired
On saturday was b-day of yulia, i feel really wired
so i left in 2 am and was really happy

God!!! now i feel like my soul was raped
anyway i talk about same reason that was in previous entry
what more i hate that in the end i need to think about all, but in the start this wasn't my idea
at list i can cancel all of that things
but i'm not that stupid
and if i say that i will do this, i actually will do this
but this time it's to hard, feel lost at all