my world turn to white and black
my world is 3 littre of coffe every night
no sigarets and no alchogol
just coffe and no sleep

this time (time for anal sex) will be 1 week more at least and after i will rest i hope
and i hope i will find this bitch
ahah i don't feel anything anymore
i just calm
just waiting

just one thing that i'm little bit happy that i start to talk german after 2-3 year no speak at all ....ahah this so good
i feel like i back one very important part of my soul